Sometimes
in the scariest situations, the ones you know you can't beat, there is no other
way but to run. As the old say goes, "live to fight another day". When we fear something we
don't face it right off, but gradually get accustomed to living with the fear.
But what about the fears you can't get accustomed to? Those fears that make you
freeze in your spot, and all you can see is your fear getting closer to you
which makes it even worse? Those are the fears that can make even the greatest
person cower in fear, and everyone has at least one of those fears. This is one
of mine.
"Why do I put myself through
this?" I asked myself as I crept through the dark castle halls, making
sure to use my lantern's oil wisely. The bottles of oil were few and far
between, and I didn't want to attract unwanted attention. I had no idea what to
expect, the almost grotesque sounds and ambient music sending shivers down my
back, as I slowly reached for another rusted door knob to check the room. As my
grip on the knob got sweatier and sweatier, my entire body pushing away from
the door and the unknown behind it, I pushed myself through the door way. My
breath caught in my throat as I waited for the inhabitants of the castle's
moans, but nothing happened. No moans came from the darkness around me, and I
let my breath go in a silent sigh. After I closed the door behind me I could
finally breath again as the fear subsided, albeit a little.
As I looked around the room I could
tell there was going to be something important. It was full of books but also
vials of colorful liquids, jars of what I presumed were failed experiments, and
other tools that were well worn. This was a nightmarish room by anyone's
standards, and I wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. Although I was
fearful of staying for too long, I eventually became fascinated by the notes scattered
around the room.
The notes were carefully written,
highly detailed descriptions of experiments of one mean or another, but always
with the same goal in mind. Immortality. It would have been a humorous thought
if it were not for the fact I was in this accursed castle. Although I was
literate in science, I was by no means an expert and some of the terms written
on the paper were lost on me. Some time passed before I could finally pull
myself away from the research notes, and I continued my scavenging for
supplies. My assumption that this was an important room seemed less and less
likely as I looked through the drawers and cabinets, finding only a small
bottle of oil. At least that's what I felt until I found the key to the next
area of the castle.
In my excitement I quickly snatched
the key without thinking, and the second I touched the icy cold metal I heard a
bone chilling moan come from outside the room. My heart stopped beating for an
instant as my finger gripped the key tightly, my whole body freezing in fear.
Forcing myself to move, I quickly searched for anywhere I could hide, but there
was nowhere to go in this room. "Maybe it would simply not look in this
room?" I tried to calm myself, but it was pointless. The moans were
getting louder. As the creature burst through the door, I made a final decision
to try to run past it. I knew it was possible, but I had to be quick. Once the
door had finally been torn off its hinges the deformed, once human thing made
eye contact with me. Without a second thought, it charged at me.
I took one slash by its clawed hand
which made me scream in fear, then as I made it into the hall just by the sheer force of its
strike, it struck me again with the killing blow. There was a moment of silence
as I stared at the screen with the text "Think before running..."
floating mockingly in my face. "Are you serious?" I groaned as I
tried to remember when I last saved my game. Realizing it was at least half an
hour of play time, I sighed. There was no way I was going to do that again
anytime soon.
